Are you breaking up with us? Or was it you can the gf?

Just posting the poem?  Or are you leaving MDD?  We would be sorry to see you go.  Thank you for the nice comments about our new baby girl.   The compliments mean even more when they come from someone who isn't a baby person.  Thank you again.

Wendy

Well, I hope not...you leaving MDD I mean.

George Carlin was the first time I'd ever been shocked and sad about someone famous dying.

It really is a shame.

I remember the first time I saw him... hearing all those dirty words coming from an innocent looking old man.... Quite amusing.

sh*t Piss f*** c**t roostersucker Motherf*** Tits

I liked this entry, even though it was sad.

April of '07. He started doing it when we had a lot of extra money, and weren't yet planning on the house, but now that all of my money is going towards the house and I don't have anything extra to have fun with, I'm jealous and resentful. A lot of what I love about him is that he has interesting interests and hobbies, and I don't want to tell him that he shouldn't do those things. I hate being the "bad guy" all the time. 

Thank you for being honest. I understand all of that, and I want to be happy for him that he's doing something he loves. I've never asked him not to go, and I won't, but I just want him to realize that while he's spending so much money doing something that he loves, I am spending all of my money on bills, and doing nothing fun. I want him to have fun, but I don't want to have nothing so that he can. I do love him, and I don't want to be without him, but it would be nice if he'd put a little bit of effort into me.

(he's only been doing jiu jitsu since last april)

I feel really bad for you guys because USA really is a great country, definitely one of the top places to live in this world, but you guys have gotten such an unfairly bad rep from Bush and his little friends up in office ... if it's any consolation our Prime Minister is a complete f***ing douchebag too ... I might not know too much about American politics but we get CNN, the Daily Show, etc so I think I'm a little informed ... if anybody can fix the bad rep then it would be Obama, he's the face of change. Hilary Clinton is a lot better than Bush and Mccain, but I still wouldn't feel comfortable having the same 2 families in the White House for the past ... 12 years? I believe that's how long it's been, it's too autocratic for me. Mccain seems to be a whole lot better than Bush, but he's still a dirty old Republican. I hope Obama wins too! If I could vote I'd vote with you

Haha, I don't think you're an as s hole. I've been reading entries for a while and have found the same things you have. If it's not anorexics and bible thumpers it's PREGNANT people. Pretend or fake...I wish there were some normal people. But that's a dream...
I am aware my only entry is one of me complaining. I am a generally irritable and pessimistic person. The irony is that this entry is a complaint hah.
Thanks for an enlightening entry. A little sigh of relief.

Sorry we just weren't meant to be.

OMG LOLLOLLOL. I love your entry, you know this is why i could NEVER be a sycoligist cause i would probly be like "shut the f*** up you little baby ass whinners and get a life, its aint that hard hardass!" i complain about ppl complaining all the time. Dont really agree with the bs your spitting bout conservatives but im not big on politics nor do i have strong oppinions towards any one running so it really doesnt matter to me anyway. But ya know the point of a diary IS to get your problems out so even tho there problems are completly non-void in comparison to the starving kids of uganda, still this place was MADE for venting & i guess they have a right to, right?

no Xs & Os for you since we are the ass holes of mdd. Plus i havnt decided is your absolutly bonkers or a complete genius just yet.

Wow well don't you think you are just like the little God of MDD or somthing!  I can write whatever the f*** I want and I don't care what  you say if you have some problem with me then don't read my diary it's that easy! You are one sorry son of a bitch if you were really an "adult" you would have saw that you didn't like it and you wouldn't have read it. But I bet you saw the subject and decided you were going to leave the page up until you thought of somthing to say that would make you sound smart. I would never in a million years care about one single thing you say... you are NOTHING to me, your a dick stay off of my diary.

                                       Love, Makala

It was a good day, I was just bitching a little!    Always good to spend time with the family, I just get a kind of freaked out when I have too much "social" time. 

[SleeplessInABQ]

Bwahahahahahahahahaha!

It's all true!

The problem with the anorexics on here is that they're not trying to help themselves, they're trying to help others make their disorder worse. "Do it this way, you'll be skinnier and less people will hate you because you're ugly" Well, they are destined to be ugly regardless of how much they weigh, or what bones are visable. Yes?

You're awesome Ben. What a nice way to spend a night awake.

Oh anytime!

Anything to make YOU smile

I don't know if you’re going to check this again, but frankly, I couldn't give two sh*ts.

The whole point of this website is the anonymity, and being able to complain, even if nobody is listening.

So why don’t you stop complaining, like the rest of us are doing as well, stop being such a damn hypocrite, and go cry into your pillow because we don’t care what you say.

I’m going to generalize a bit here by saying that we, as MDD writers, don’t care if you don’t listen to our problems or opinions or anything else for that matter. But anorexia, is a problem. We have real problems, and you know what, some of us even have real answers. If we can find a place that brings our world closer together by helping those in need, through anonymous parties, on BOTH ends, then why take that away from us? That is selfish and rude, and you should really shut the hell up, because I’m sick of people like you who don’t understand.

Now. Take my advice cuz hell, that’s half the point of this.

Take the stick out of your ass, delete your account, and go live on in your merry little world where you don’t have to deal with such problems. The rest of us? We’ll continue to do what we want, cuz as citizens of this world… We’re entitled to it.

Any questions?

[Close To Gone]

"So who would you prefer? and I ask that just a tad more civily than my original comment was" None of those who are running. They all seem pathetic to me.

"Seriously though, you're clearly not a moron, but suppose the thought of Obama being a radical terrorist is 100% false(which I believe) what are you doing to his name and reputation as a human then?" I suppose that that is the same as calling him a communist back in the 50's. If it is false I really am no guiltier than 90% of American's through out history. We've always liked to spread outrageous claims about the candidates that we oppose. I heard that when Adams ran for president his opponents claimed that he was another King George. That's not really true, I just threw it in to help my point.

Spiritsfire

"Your "thought provoking" nonsense about the possiblity of Obama being a radical terrorist. And before you spew any garbage about whether or not I've ever truly considered it or anything like that. No, I haven't. And No, I won't." Fair enough. I was just curious.

Just so you know, I wouldn't want McCain in office either.

Spiritsfire

Right on!!!

[zeakez]

"I would just like to say for the record, that you sir, are a moron." And what, exactly, are you basing this on?

Spiritsfire

I'm glad you're done feeling that way over Leroy ... I'm sure it took a lot of time to feel this way.

Do you have any plans for change? Good luck!

lol, yeah i am!!

sooo...........how did u like my pics??

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Rayen¢¾

hello!!

how r u?!?

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Rayen¢¾

Thanks for the comforing words... I'm nervous about it being a disaster, but I'm hoping that things can stay better with us..

[zeakez]

Yeah, your boss is an ass.

How goes the Animal Crossing?  I've (sadly) been obsessed lately, I haven't even been online because I can't tear myself away...

You can talk to me any time!

Hopefully things will start to get better.

Alrighty, it's good to know you're not going to off yourself, but I guess that's a testament to the strength of your poems, if everybody was in a stir about them.

I don't know too much about American politics but from what I've seen from Hilary Clinton she looks very, very insincere and fake. I guess all politicians are to some extent but they don't all walk around with frozen smiles on their frozen faces ... Obama's a pretty sick guy though :)

Okay, so now I understand why your friends are afraid that you may end up killing yourself...

Take a sleeping pill and get some rest!

hope there is a net to catch you... or perhaps a big bowl of jello so when you land you will bounce and slide and if you get hungry....

really hope you are o.k.

Well, the nun thing obviously won't work, since I'm apparently incapable of abstaining...and the lesbian thing?  No-no sex is just as bad with women as it is with me, who says I wouldn't just do the same sh*t?

[SleeplessInABQ]

lol yeah me 2 lol

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Rayen¢¾

lol thanks a bunch!!!  im going to add u!!! i hope we can be friends!!!

♥,

Rayen♥

Ben my friend, you're getting wiser each day...and I'm proud of you.

Hey, I'm getting ready to do some fishing really soon now. Just wondering if you're still thinking you can make the drive to my place like the first weekend in May? Let me know what works for you, and if you wanted to take a couple extra days I can do that. Take care young man, and I'll see you later. Michael

Hey Ben,,,,,,,,,,,,

Are you sure she has a uterus?

Try getting a shirt with print that reads following: NO UTERUS

NO ONE

ON THURDAYS ESPECIALLY

U !

THURSDAYS

EQUAL

RENDERING AND ANNILATING

UTERUS!

SIGNED THE GUYS

Hey Ben!

Haven't been here for a week. Sorry I've been off in my own lil' world. Anyway had to read your posts. Well, I can see how passionately you feel. I respect that. Don't mess with your driveway or your country. I'm for Obama myself. So I will deftinately be in unison at the polls. As for our dear soldiers, hmmmm...what a predictament. It's a no win situation.

[Barambagirl]

HAHAHA that is funny! I want to fart on somebody's phone ...

Have you told Tey you feel this way? He probably has no clue.

Or maybe, you could 'accidentally' forget your phone at home or have it die on you and then she won't call you ...

I don't know how I feel about that farting thing......

I would just talk to your friend and see if you can have her stay home.

I would suggest the "No Uterus" rule, your friend might feel the same way about it that you do.

I think I can understand how you feel... although I am a uterus.... I think it is possible to add a third person even a uterus effectivly but maybe not this one. Woman are very insecure when a relationship starts they want to be with that someone all the time and know everything they are doing mostly because A) they are young and stupid or B) They have been burnt by A$$ hole cheating men. I was A) in my first major realtionship I even wanted to be in the same room with him at home he cheated on me and dumpped me off with his baby and never looked back so I learned not to do the clingy thing ( although I doubt it would of mattered) what I am trying to say Jesus is I HOPE it gets better!

p.s. I have a few people I would like to fart on their cell phones.... I may try it

Ben, please be sure to leave comments on my diary entries telling me what you think and like.

Thanks.

You know what I think is funny? Someone using the word "conversating". LOL...oh boy.

I'm not quite sure if Obama is the man for me, but Bush sucks and I will always agree with you on that. If Obama is the leading democrat, I will definitely vote for him to make sure that a democrat wins.

Also I think the idiot below making the statement about how this (war and such) was all to keep us free on our soil, is a HUGE idiot. This has nothing to do with us at all.

3 trillion dollars is what they're estimating that we will have borrowed to support this mistake, once it's over with.

That's a damn shame that we've reached the 4,000 mark right after our 5th year anniversary of Bush's vendetta.  And for what?  That's my biggest question. 

But my thing is this, there is no draft.  People willing signed up and they are still enlisting. My best friend, who's like my brother, gets shipped off to basic in June.  While I'm sympathetic towards the loss of lives, those guys knew what they signed up for.   Even if we did stop the war, we couldn't immediately pull out troops.  We did that stuff to Afghanistan in the 80's after the Russians invaded and see where that got us.

Let's face it, we're gonna be there for a long time.  Bush made a mess and now we're all forced to clean it up.

obama 08 my arse

more like

OBAMARON PAUL 08

I wonder why they cut that out... I AM offended by it, by the fact that 4000 Men and Woman have lost there lives in a senseless war!

301 and counting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OBAMA 08'

If you were expecting no opposition, then make sure to post it on a site that would only have one side supporting.  Otherwise posting this in a diary site obviously people are going to read it one way or another, and you want people to read it because you posted it.

If you don't want people to read it if they don't support, then that is just stepping down to a nice hypocracy, and let everyone fall in line.  If you are saying I do not have the right to say what I did because you say so, then you don't have the right to post this because I said so.

Point being, neither one of those statements are true.

Please check this out, and tell me when you add them up when you hit 4,000+ on the casualties.

http://www.infoplease.com/ipa/A0004615.html

Please.. please take a look at the death toll of any of the other wars that America has been involved in.  Please take a look at how many babies are dying every day from abortion.  Please look at the average number of murders and other related deaths in the United States before you start to count the 4,000 that yes, gave their lives, but for the point that you can be on free American soil.  Look at any of the insider letters and realize that it is of free will to join the military in this time of war.  They are proud for what they stand for.

If we don't go to them, they will come to us.  Where do you want  the battle ground to be?

But they will allow .........Here's a big happy f*** you to MDD ....how  "asinine."

They talk about :

masturbation

Homosexual acts

rape

incest

drugs

and so forth.

I am not knocking anyone, but why are there double standards?

Well, if she read this diary, then she knows for sure.  Sheesh, maybe I'd better be careful, I wouldn't want to open MDD some morning and see a nasty entry about myself lol...

Happy Easter!  And when I say Happy Easter (to you), of course I mean it in the fun colored eggs, yummy chocolate, nice big dinner kinda way.  Definitey not in the Jesus resurrected from the dead kinda way. 

Maybe you should just tell her, possibly nicely (if you can) but well if shes that annoying it wont matter i guess.

Good luck with it anyways

xox

lissie

You posted!!! Yeah!

awww... I don't think she means any harm by it. My sister is married to a hispanic man and she speaks Spanglish. She even has an spanish accent. I guess that's what almost 14 years of marriage will do (OMG!) has it almost been 14?

Wajht the hell? Is life passing by me this fast. It can't be! I'm not even married yet, and I am like ummm well 10 months older than her. But I look hella hot for 36!

Love the German term and your cycnism...so awesome!!!

[Barambagirl]

Ben,

Okay. Where have you been? You haven't read my comments, but you have read my posts,huh... what if I were to post a thread with your name on it... I think you might actually read it. I'll be back. I'm going to post you a thread. LOL

Hey Ben!

Did your neighbor write you back yet? Or did you catch him peeking glances your way? You've been away for a couple of days now. We need to read more of your wild adventures. Till then peace, out!